fever dream week

Yo whats up.

I don’t know what week it is and I’m too lazy to check so let's just call this week 2.

It all began on Sunday. Well, the week always starts then so idk why i said that.

But anyways, it lowkey started pretty bad. I forgot to pack church clothes so my parents were livid when I couldn't go to service with them. I'm not really mad about it but it was an honest mistake, just to clarify.

I had brunch with the fam and then headed back to dallas. The drive is like 3 1/2 hours so it's not bad or at least it isn’t for me since i do it so much. oh my god having a car in college is so clutch. I mean it’s nice that I can drive my friends around and they’ll buy me food in return… sometimes. But really though my car is my safe place, and so having a place to go chill/drive around and listen to music is really nice.

Monday I grinded. I sat on the quad and studied with a friend all day for a test that I couldn’t even tell you what it was over. See I like don't learn anything in any of my classes right now. Like I can't multitask both taking notes and listening to the lecture so when I take notes everything that was taught goes over my head. My memory machine dont work.

But yeah I wanna take this time to clarify to my parents that i do work hard and try. And above this is proof. Well, it’s not really proof i guess but just take my word for it.

That night I sketched a couple drawings in my notebook. I’m trying to get back into art because that’s what makes me happy but also because I love doing anything but homework. But lowkey they’re kinda good.

On Tuesday I had an interview with Time Magazine. TIME MAGAZINE. I know. crazy. They saw a tiktok where I mentioned BeReal, the social media app (which by the way is really cool and I recommend to everyone), and they wanted me to give my opinion and thoughts on it. We also touched on social media burnout which is something I’m struggling with right now actually. But it was so cool guys.

I also worked my butt off, well I actually worked my butt off the whole week. Manifesting it now: I will get half decent grades, or really any grades that’ll lemme keep my scholarship so I can stay here lol. The thought of having to transfer scares the living outta me. I love it here too much to leave.

But guys, I started studying for a test 3 days before. 3 DAYS BEFORE. I know… I know.. so impressive.

OH MY GOD. I forgot to mention I also got interviewed by NBC on Wednesday. What is happening, I can’t process all this. Only thing is, I was lowkey, well highkey, really nervous so my mouth was dry and my lip kept getting caught on my upper gum. I’m embarrassed. Actually now that I’m thinking about it I really dont care.

Thursday was just boring. I had two test, probaly bombed them too. That's been a common trend most my life. That's a lie. I used to be smart, then I came to college.

My TIME article was also posted Thursday and they included me sooooo much, more at the end but look at the pic I submitted for the article:

Now, with that said, you know what you gotta do. Read it. I swear to god read the fucking article. Thanks<3

What else? Oh so lately I’ve been really into Harry Potter. Like I get it. I finally get you millenials now. It’s just soooo good. I straight up cried during it. Couldn't tell you why. Probaly because I’ve had enough other stuff happening to me that my tearsducks just dosent work anymore, they just leak out.

Friday I had a formal which was fun. nothing else really happened that day, well a lot happened I just don't remember lol.

But Saturday was fun, I just chilled. Watched Harry Potter. Which y’all i didnt realize how good it is. I stg it just keeps getting better.

I’m sorry there's not much I remember during the weekend. This is becoming a common trend, I don't remember.

Oops

Anyways love y’all and thanks for caring about my life. How y'all enjoyed and go tell ur friends about my blog. byeeeeee.

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